Amateur Before Professional

Every professional was once an amateur.
But hey, look at me! I am beyoooond amateur. That motivates me, because somehow and someday I may be beyoooond professional.

xoxo,

Nanda

Let It Go

"So, someone come up with something awesome and you felt like you got outrun?
Let it go.
Remember, life is not a competition. If anything, it's simply a motivation for you to do better and try harder."

(from #88LoveLife)

People, if you still assume that this life is a platform of competition, you need to liberate your mind and have a drink. Little did we remember, the point of these all are to make ourself happy and enjoy life instead of seeking for approval.

We're all Beautiful

"For me, beautiful is when you have good thoughts and good intentions.Beautiful is when you speak elegantly, when you are passionate about life, dream big, smile a lot, take care of yourself by eating good food and exercising, take care of your family and friends, remain humble, help others, full of love and compassion. Our physical features change over time, but our inner self will remain forever. Invest our time and energy in building your inside. And you will become the real definition of beautiful. If people still call you ugly, then they just don't get it." 

(from #88LoveLife)


People, we are living in such a confusing era, don't get lost with the definition of beautiful that tells the other way around. The real essence of beautiful should not be forgotten, and only then, every woman with every physical features –or even flaws, matters.

Gold Rules

"Where Gold Speaks, Every Tongue is Silent"

Hi! This post, i want to dedicated it, to the most catchy long-neck midi dress i have ever had. Yup! I luv this top soooo much. This one's from my sisters, a gift for my eighteenth birthday (which is last year, because hey this is 2017 already..)

The best part of this top is its catchy "FIRST RULE, NO RULES" statement. And yasss! It's made out of gold sequins! How a-bout that!

The idea of combining it with the color emerald is also nice, and i also love it. 

sequin sling bag to complete the package!

because one gold item is not enough. say yes to gold metallic handbag and bow-accent gold flatshoes!

playing with my black mullet pleated skirt! (which is actually not (really) working)

Colorfurry♥

The name of this colorful yet furry thing is also my hidden soul. Dream catcher♥

Afternoon Thought

Life is like falling asleep.

You, actually, wanted to stay awake and be mindful all the time so you can keep doing what you do and get done something you should do. But, there are times when you aren't capable to manage your consciousness, so you fell asleep as you left your undone loads of life behind.

That is the time when you are tired. Because us, humans, have limit.

If this ever happen to you, take a sleep. Just a short sleep. But you need to be composed, make sure you wake up right at the time you need to be.

Thought: A State of The Street

It's funny how marie claire shows me what the street style looks like, while it is more like (not so) red carpet outfit to me. I, one of the ordinary people of the world, wanted to look up to fashion magazine but there is a clear line between editorial world and ordinary people like me. 

Street Style: Sweater Weather

The point of fashion is to embrace who we are regardless of what the trend said. Because we have our own style. But let us not letting what we called 'our style' to be selfish. I mean, we should think while dressing. To fit where we are going, what we are going to attend and with whom. The other point is comfortness, which is known to me as the key of confident while dressing. If the clothes we are about to wear can't give comfortness to us, then confidence may lose along with it.

One of my favourite piece of fashion item that i believe give me both comfortness and confidence is sweater. I also like to pair sweater with other piece that can makes the whole look not so ordinary.

p.s and hey, we all know when we are in the mood of sweater, we also are in the mode of lazy.

2 lazy 2 be consistent

hello.
it is just me trying to be consistent to start writing but ended up swallowed by the whisper of the laziness which is bigger than my willing to be present.

well, it is actually 2017 already which is a lot happened in the last few months, because bro we had moved to another year!

i"m not really a new-year person and always a failed resolution kind of person from year to year, because, hey, we all know the word resolution can only be heard and echoed in January, the rest 11 months we live our life just to make sure that we can arrange next year's resolution. too right I will.

Murk&Ray

Black and White.

Murk and Ray.

Light and Shadow

Sadness and Happiness.

There is no such thing as too light, or too dark. Light and dark always come in a package.

It is a total different side, but where we are placed is where we are choose. Choose wisely.

"We've all got both LIGHT and DARK inside of us.What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are."

- J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Order of The Pheonix.

Daily Quote 04

Gosip itu disebar oleh orang iri.
Gossips are spread by jealous people.

Diterima oleh orang bodoh.
Accepted by stupid people.

Dipercaya oleh orang tolol.
Believed by moron.

- Mas Jibran, Ketua Himpunan Ilmu Komunikasi 2016. Pada 23 Oktober 2015, Viva La Communicacion 2016 Day 2.

Me and The Other Me

What makes you think that you own that little hope?

What makes you?

I don't know. 

Maybe, hope itseilf makes me think that i own it.

You're so irrelevant.

Yeah. That's me.

Daily Quote 03

"The world needs me,

so keep stunning!"

Fabric the Fun! 💕

Two days ago, that was September 9, 2016, I went to central market. Basically, it is a traditional market, but I'd prefer calling it central. Central here means.. you can find anything here! Like, anything.

From a tiny gizmoz like cottonbud or maybe shimmering nailpolish to giant electronic stuffs like double door refrigerator and sort of. 

We, my friends and I, stopped by in several fabric stores. And.... OMG! We definitely pleased our eyes! There were so many different kind of fabrics whether it was soft, rough, rugged, thin, patternful, plain, colorful, dusty and many others.

We went there in a purpose that we are not allowed to share yet. 

Check out my outfit that day :

We decided to bought it cause.. this is to die for!

hey, Delonixx !

Mostly captured by CalistaIJ  💕

ArmyxFloral

I gotta say.. I'm in love with this jacket, the one I wore in this post! Eversince I saw it hanging on my mom's boutique closet, that was when I wanted it to be in mine.

And... yeay! It is now neatly hanging in my closet since my mom gave it to me as a graduation gift. 

Daily Quote 02

"No matter where you come from, your dreams are valid."

featured on KIAS MAGAZINE, Smansa

2013 to 2016

last time I operated this site, I was a middle school student. and here I am, coming back as a college student.

oh, wait . .

something went wrong

where on earth did my high school periode went????

ah, yes, I must forgot something!

I spent it out! but, trust me, I didn't spend it in vain. that's the major reason why I left this stuff behind.

I would love to share all my high school story, but the fact that it probably will make me a novelist (this is a joke), I consider not to and just giving you the resume instead. 

maybe I can start this with this statement:

I was and I am a part of MITREKA SATATA. and i can't be more proud of myself for it!

to study in SMAN 1 Malang was middle school-me's highest dream and the fact that I achieved it is too cool to remember!

my first year in high school was fine, excellent even.

I met new friends in class, we named ourselves XSTREAM.

I met YOLO which was my project companion but also good friends.

I also joined smansa's student council and learn things a looot!

the second year a.k.a middle year

everything went harder, especially my time management between school, OSIS, friends and family.

my student's council's events were collide to each other, and it became harder and harder since my role and responsibilities in each of the event were getting bigger.

but, yeah, it passed, that is all that matter.

and.. the senior year! this was the most important chapter of my high school story's pages

this, breathtakingly, is the most memorable part. 

after 2 years of devoted periode, the next generation of MISA AKSI, there we called the cabinet of the student's council,came to the surface and continuing my journey. our journey. :)

I, then, started to contribute myself in class, District 1. from A to Z; from MSFL (futsal league), MARKARASTA (inauguration night), HUT, yearbook, and even.. THE NEVASCA!

ok, right, I started to talk about something beyond your comprehension.. i'll cut it off.

the thing is.. what I got from my high school was

priceless

unfrogettable

irreplaceable.

p.s maybe I'll write about this later, in a separated post, especially about

District1 Misa

OSIS/MPK Misa

The Nevasca 

YOLO

Farewell Night

and soooo on!

Daily Quote 01

found this year ago and automatically penetrated on my mind.

So, why not?

it has been 3 years since I left this digital yet exposed diary behind along with the unnecessary posts that is not worth reading.
I thought it was fun to start blogging, yes it is fun if I'm not too idealist and overthink every detail and just start to write and write and post, instead.
I have things to say and pictures to show, like, a lot..
to start it all over again is a good idea though

so, why not?

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Ramadhan is coming up!
Let's start greeting this beautiful month with a plenty of smile

Me and my entire family give a a very lot of apologize of our mistakes we ever did to you all who read this

Sometime we're in harmounious

But, sometime we're in a quarrel too

Sometimes, they really annoying too me

But, sometimes all I need is just being together with them

And, the thing is I knew that they really worthful to me. And I absolutely love them

Top 4 of precious women in my life. Mom and my sistersss

Sibling won't ever let their siblings do stpid things...alone